September 2011
1 post
human anatomy.
it could possibily be the death of me. things at times do not work out the manner in which they are suppose to i’ve been trying to take this class for days now and instead i find myself a senior and taking it as my last semester comes to an end. the manner in which human anatomy, one class, has managed to take over my entire life in a manner that my 400 level classes don’t even do is...
August 2011
4 posts
morning.
at what point did i think this was the best semester to give up coffee and also take a 8 am human anatomy class….this semester might just be the LONGEST one ever! (yet part of me may be okay with this)
last, first day of being an undergrad.
not sure how to feel, these last four years have really gone fast.
i am no longer the same.
sitting with my best friend today i realized….
the person i once was is no where near the person i am now. i found strength in a time of weakness, i’ve been dragged through hell and back and finally realized that my happiness needs to come before anyone elses. i’ve grown this confidence that seems to shield me from bullshit and lies and makes me realize that life, its messy.
i’ve accepted...
July 2011
6 posts
judge.
it amazes me how judgmental some people can be.
from what you wear to how you talk to plain condescending rudeness that truly shows their colors.
especially when these people are family.
i suppose that is why i’d rather spend time alone. the stares the questions the condescending tones, i could do without those. the manner in which people are judgmental and try to put others down, its...
life gets better. may be not tonight, or tomorrow,...
grad school.
why i set goals for myself is beyond me. see i once had this dream of being a sex therapist, its everything ive wanted, and realistically it was a great goal at the time. its easy to say one day i want to go to the moon, but no one ever thinks of the road that they must take to get there.
after hours, okay may hour,of looking at grad schools ive decided. i want to be like dr. phil.
now...
June 2011
3 posts
“Expecting life to treat you well because you are a good person is like expecting...”
– - Shari R. Barr
“In the game of life it’s a good idea to have a few early losses, which...”
– Bill Baughan
fear of failure.
usually i don’t look at my classes for the following semester until the day before class. it makes for a fun easy going summer without the stress of what is to come. it allows for me to live in the moment.
year four and i finally make the mistake of sitting in bed and look ahead, never in my life have a felt such a profound fear deep in my soul of what is to come. all the what ifs that...
May 2011
1 post
saying hello to my past, or at least parts of it
went to eat some delicious sushi today with a long lost friend. its been 5 years since i’ve last seen him and to say the least i actually had fun. not that i expected not to, but i’ve always had this idea that coming home wasn’t for me. i don’t really hang out with anyone from my hometown nor did i ever really have a desire to.
i’ve always thought of home being a...
